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amazzzingggg........day...

mj :o)
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no name...

In fact I really want to write a lot.....bt let see how much I can write.....

words are not flowing through my fingers......to the keyboard.......I think I'm in a writer block......

yesterday we cooked fish curry....oh it was a failure for yesterday......and we hav to cook other dish to eat....

anyway today we reconfigured it ......by nyt it was fine......

yesterday my father called me.....and asked me nothing...he jst sed hello.....and a wazzup....I sed I'm fine....thts it....less than 3o seconds of conversation.....

the day b4 yesterday I callled them and talked for a while.....bt for yesterday I thnk my father wanted to listen my voice.......

I thnk he misses me more thn my mom......
all the tym in my past...me and my father havnt talked much......there is always a connection....bt very less face to face conversation...
usually we talked a lot in phone...and during the long drives wen I used pick him or drop in th station.....

I thnk in my past I didnt care about him as much as in the same way he did to me....

and nw I feel sorry for myself...for not to do tht....
sometimes I'm bad guy.....dnd knw y.....
He never sed anythng to me which is opposite...bt he didnt support me at all.......

The decision to come over here was a bit awkward for my parents....especially fr my mom.....she's bit worried about me all the tym,,,,,,
whenever she calls me..the questions are wheather my health was ok....about cooking,,,eating...and ofcourse about gym.... nothng about MSc BISM..in a way thts good.....

I dnd know what the hell I have written here......its time 2.47 am may 20......

MJ:o)
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hey...

I hav got a lot to write......in my head,,,,bt no mood to write......
so sleepy....

nxt tym......I'll write a lot.......

mj :)
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TODAY i called my parents and friends....and its nice to talk to them....
some times I feel y I'm not missing them.....bt sometime its good not to miss them,,,,,

WHEN I vame here on jan 11..the firsr one week was horrible...It was not bcoz I miss my family frnds..bt it was bcoz of the new environment...no permanent place to sleep.....On tht 10 days....I was literally weeping inside...and i could feel my heart beat.......dnd y I'm writing these stuffs ryt now.....

then atlast i got a room....frm tht instant I regained myself....into a new configuration,,,,
I cooked to survive in the frst..bt now I'm cooking for eating....
gym, cooking, new frnds, new environment......all these stuffs helped me to survive..in a way....

when I was coming over here...I was not expecting any real frndships. During the engg studies I have got a lot of real friends, who helped me to realize myself.....

They helped me to change my life, to know myself who am I...and wat I'm capable of.....

for tht I proud of my frnds...bak home...

Bt nw I can say one thng.....I have got the same affection from here....experiences, relationships tht will further help me to refine myself......to a better persona...

In ther facebook once I quated like this "I'll never allow University, to interfere my education"
even though it was for fun....
now I'm realizing that..its true....
I learned today too...

learning process is not going to end for a person untill he dies...
and I'm learning...from people, from life, from experiences, from friends, from everyone.....

Am I going off course....a bit philosophical..........

MJ :o)
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'sat'ur day....

yesterday i slept on my computer in the mid way of my work ...I remember till 4.48 am....nxt thng i remember is 11.00 am ...i'm sleeping on my laptop......

bak home the election result published.....bt does it make any sense to me.. dond thnk so..???

today I went to gym I worked for my shoulder's.....now its paining....bt i love this pain...
came bak.....then I finished my work...

then I made some pasta.....it was good.....

we watched a movie online.." angels & demons"...in the staring it was boring..bt it was a worth watch movie....

MJ:o)
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hey all.....

hey ....
Today i went to marble arch McD....got all the letters to start my work. Then the lady over there , Christina told me to go to the archway McD to meet my manager.......and I went there where I'm supposed to work...its a good place....hope so.....

then I came back to uni.....tried to complete my course work.....bt i did my half work....bt still it was one of the memorable days in my life...job, frnds, rain.......and the rain was too good for me....

although I enjoyed a lot of rains, since I came from the country of monsoon.......bt still after a long tym I enjoyed this rain......very much......whenever I'm here in LOndon...I wont forget this rain....

rain rain come again, please come again another day........



MJ :o)
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long break???

I was busy in doing stuffs other than in my blog.....anyway...I thnk I got a job on wednasday...in McDonalds as crew member......The lady in Marble arch McDonlds told me to come over on there fr training on friday.....

and u know one thng...ne my flat mate also got the job there....we are startg jo traing together....basically she filled my online appication......and we both are going to work in the Archway McD.....

Now my real test is going to start....coursewrk, job, gym,food,frnds,,,,,,,This will test my skill in management,,,,,,
and I have to keep a proper balance between everythng, since I dond want to miss any moment wat I have lived b4.....and I wont allow anyone to miss me too.....

Its bit hard to miss me....fr a long tym....

MJ :o)
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