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just hard feelings for being myself....

ya at the end I'm an ordinary guy with some special characteristics that I made for myself to make me feel good......

I think being truthful is the best way to keep things working.
some where I quoted tht education is never gonna end...learning process continues untill a person die.....
and also I quoted tht we have to learn from my mistakes......bt I didn't learned from the past and I'm still making the same mistake of not learning from my mistakes....

I dond want to be honest anymore...It always made me very bad guy.......

we are fated here to pretend........thts wat I thnk.....!!!!!

MJ:o)
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NOTE: hey frnds..if u dnd want to listen me anymore...pls inform me..so tht I can remove the ID from my list of blog readers......pls do tell me......I dond mind If so....

hola....

I'm too lazy...thts the only way to work hard in the end......laziness is the secret of my hard work........

after 1 week i returned to gym and worked very hard frm 7 30 to 9 30....pecs, arms and of course absss......
aftr the wrk out..literally starved.....so th dinner was too heavy.........I ate a lot.....feeling bit sleepy....

in th past twodays...i was busy in doing nothing........jst passing the tym...bt in this mean time...I regained my drawing capability......after almost 2 year....I made somethng......

I thnk I'm an average artist wth large scope of improvement...and I decieded to continue the drawing streak.....this is th only plus point tht i hav got,,,,,and I dnd want loose this frm my fingers......
soon I'l post my drawing over here ......

today my parents called me and reminded me to study over here..hi hi.....they are my parents.....and atleast they should say this to me....

I got a mail and it tells me tht...the author of the mail really likes me.......anyway I'm glad to know tht there are some people who really likes me,,,,cheers on tht....

wat to say.....for past two days...... I miss my frnds back home...dnd know th reason.....bt now its fine......one of my frnd's father died on last wednesday.......may b thts the reason...I was not there to support my frnd....anyway there are a bunch of good frnds to take care of him.....

Life is not gonna b the same always.....it will change face at any time.....and we hav to face it at the end.....

MJ:o)
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too lazy...

yes I'm too lazy to write my blogs.....no mood to write.....

did I lost the enthusiasm, passion....????
if so...I'l bounce back..soon.....

MJ;o)
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hola....

returned frm th job...so tired.....bt still good.....
had my food.........

Dnd knw wen i'm gonna sleep...
2mrw too wrk...frm 1 to 7.........oh god....

anyway...

MJ:o)
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hi....

I strted working in archway ....McDonalds...It was a interseting ......I learned a lot,,, bt frm mistakes....still it was interstng.....

during the job...it was al clear..means my mind was clean and clear...
bt after the job....it was all the same......butterflies.....


wat to do....????

MJ:o)
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really..

amazzzingggg........day...

mj :o)
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no name...

In fact I really want to write a lot.....bt let see how much I can write.....

words are not flowing through my fingers......to the keyboard.......I think I'm in a writer block......

yesterday we cooked fish curry....oh it was a failure for yesterday......and we hav to cook other dish to eat....

anyway today we reconfigured it ......by nyt it was fine......

yesterday my father called me.....and asked me nothing...he jst sed hello.....and a wazzup....I sed I'm fine....thts it....less than 3o seconds of conversation.....

the day b4 yesterday I callled them and talked for a while.....bt for yesterday I thnk my father wanted to listen my voice.......

I thnk he misses me more thn my mom......
all the tym in my past...me and my father havnt talked much......there is always a connection....bt very less face to face conversation...
usually we talked a lot in phone...and during the long drives wen I used pick him or drop in th station.....

I thnk in my past I didnt care about him as much as in the same way he did to me....

and nw I feel sorry for myself...for not to do tht....
sometimes I'm bad guy.....dnd knw y.....
He never sed anythng to me which is opposite...bt he didnt support me at all.......

The decision to come over here was a bit awkward for my parents....especially fr my mom.....she's bit worried about me all the tym,,,,,,
whenever she calls me..the questions are wheather my health was ok....about cooking,,,eating...and ofcourse about gym.... nothng about MSc BISM..in a way thts good.....

I dnd know what the hell I have written here......its time 2.47 am may 20......

MJ:o)
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