I lost almost 6 kg of my weight......this is my lowest weight in around 3 years....
very bad for me...
I was not eating,,,working a lot....not going to gym...properly......for 2 weeks....
anyway I'm gonna eat the hell to regain myself......
Today i went to the temple wth frnds..as its a very special day back home...
its known as "vidyarambham" aka "education begining" in a way....
had very good food frm there..thts the best part...ha ha ha.....
anyway
MJ:o)
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Tuesday, 29 September 2009
Saturday, 26 September 2009
hai
its been a long time again...
the last week I was so busy in my work..in McD....4 days of work......most of the tym closing....
the only problem is tht after closing there,,,,my sleep is almost off...
I'm lagging almost 6 hours every day.....
I'm tryng to change this kind of boilogical cycle.....from monday I'm gonna change tht....for sure....
I found a interesting song.....its a hindi song......
if u have interest jst check it out...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wn2jUyBFyn8
MJ :o)
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the last week I was so busy in my work..in McD....4 days of work......most of the tym closing....
the only problem is tht after closing there,,,,my sleep is almost off...
I'm lagging almost 6 hours every day.....
I'm tryng to change this kind of boilogical cycle.....from monday I'm gonna change tht....for sure....
I found a interesting song.....its a hindi song......
if u have interest jst check it out...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wn2jUyBFyn8
MJ :o)
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Tuesday, 15 September 2009
long break..!!!!!!
yes..It was a long break...I didnt take this break....it happened to b a break....really long break...
highs..lows....happiness....sorrows.....conflicts....interests....job..money....new experiences....new people......
still in a roller coster ride of life which taught me a lot.....still its not over....
I would love to be here.....bt still I miss my friends...a lot sometimes....when I dond have anythng to do over here....
I would like to share the last day in back home.....
If I'm not wrong it was a saturday.....my flight was in the nyt.....
When I got up in the morning in my room.....I didnt realized the importance of the day....
and all the packing was done by myself friday nyt itself........
after getting up...I went to gym......to work on my abs.....
usually in the morning I go to gym to work for my abs.....becoz it easy to work for the core without any food....
I came back....then went to our temple......went to my grand father and grand mother.....cameback....called some friends....say bye bye....
nobody was there in home other my father and mother......
My friend came at nyt....to accompany me to the airport....wth my father...
still nothng special....a vacuum..no emotions..no expressions....
I went to my dogs cage....she doesn't know anythng yet...tht I'm here....ha ha ha ...
my mom told me to take care..and a hug...I didnt say anythng....
on the way to airport I picked another friend of mine from the way itself...and I was driving to the airport...as I was going drop someone there....as usual enjoying driving,,...listening to the music......
wat kind of farewell was tht.....bt its not about the farewell....it was nice....
I dnd know y I'm telling these craps now......
One thng is sure...I changed a lot...as a person...not in a bad way......the reason is , the journey tht I have strted in jan 10 th of 2009.... and still its on.....
hope for the best....as always.....
someone said to me ..."everythng happens for a reason...."
so there must b a good reason behind everythng happening to me.....!!!!
hopefully I'l keep up updating
MJ:o)
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highs..lows....happiness....sorrows.....conflicts....interests....job..money....new experiences....new people......
still in a roller coster ride of life which taught me a lot.....still its not over....
I would love to be here.....bt still I miss my friends...a lot sometimes....when I dond have anythng to do over here....
I would like to share the last day in back home.....
If I'm not wrong it was a saturday.....my flight was in the nyt.....
When I got up in the morning in my room.....I didnt realized the importance of the day....
and all the packing was done by myself friday nyt itself........
after getting up...I went to gym......to work on my abs.....
usually in the morning I go to gym to work for my abs.....becoz it easy to work for the core without any food....
I came back....then went to our temple......went to my grand father and grand mother.....cameback....called some friends....say bye bye....
nobody was there in home other my father and mother......
My friend came at nyt....to accompany me to the airport....wth my father...
still nothng special....a vacuum..no emotions..no expressions....
I went to my dogs cage....she doesn't know anythng yet...tht I'm here....ha ha ha ...
my mom told me to take care..and a hug...I didnt say anythng....
on the way to airport I picked another friend of mine from the way itself...and I was driving to the airport...as I was going drop someone there....as usual enjoying driving,,...listening to the music......
wat kind of farewell was tht.....bt its not about the farewell....it was nice....
I dnd know y I'm telling these craps now......
One thng is sure...I changed a lot...as a person...not in a bad way......the reason is , the journey tht I have strted in jan 10 th of 2009.... and still its on.....
hope for the best....as always.....
someone said to me ..."everythng happens for a reason...."
so there must b a good reason behind everythng happening to me.....!!!!
hopefully I'l keep up updating
MJ:o)
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Thursday, 27 August 2009
disturbia.......
feeling bit low......missing my family and friends...a lot.....
bt trying to not to miss thm much...
I'm wrking nxt four days..may b tht will help me...to bounce back......
anyway...I 'l bounce back very soon.....and I have to.....
MJ
bt trying to not to miss thm much...
I'm wrking nxt four days..may b tht will help me...to bounce back......
anyway...I 'l bounce back very soon.....and I have to.....
MJ
Saturday, 22 August 2009
long tym.......
hmm..
the last time wen i hit my blog is on augst 15...an dtht day was my country's independence day.......
the last time was bit tough ,,,,,,
bt nw I'm fine......roaring to go....
had some very good time.....and hopefully will continue ....the good time....
last week m schedule was too messy...its not messy..actually...its..complicated...
work on alternative days....tht sucks..really...
bt for the coming week its fine....back on track......
on 23 rd ..there are two marriages back home...one my cousin brothers....and the other one of my frnds.....
I called my mom today...and talked wth everybody over there...was very good...and I really miss tht vibe and environment...
I called my frnds too...most of my Engg mates are there..having drinks...food....oh god.....
it was very messy to miss somethng tis much special in life.....bt all these are part of the bloody life itself.....
end note 1: I miss those days....
end note 2: It doesn't mean tht I hate being here......I like this place too......
and also I read the book 'Digital fortress' ...and i recommend the book to all of the people...to read...
mj:o)
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the last time wen i hit my blog is on augst 15...an dtht day was my country's independence day.......
the last time was bit tough ,,,,,,
bt nw I'm fine......roaring to go....
had some very good time.....and hopefully will continue ....the good time....
last week m schedule was too messy...its not messy..actually...its..complicated...
work on alternative days....tht sucks..really...
bt for the coming week its fine....back on track......
on 23 rd ..there are two marriages back home...one my cousin brothers....and the other one of my frnds.....
I called my mom today...and talked wth everybody over there...was very good...and I really miss tht vibe and environment...
I called my frnds too...most of my Engg mates are there..having drinks...food....oh god.....
it was very messy to miss somethng tis much special in life.....bt all these are part of the bloody life itself.....
end note 1: I miss those days....
end note 2: It doesn't mean tht I hate being here......I like this place too......
and also I read the book 'Digital fortress' ...and i recommend the book to all of the people...to read...
mj:o)
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Saturday, 15 August 2009
hai
hello...world..
really fucked up in McD...i hate my job sincerly...
and I'm on boozzzz now......this day tof the worst days in my london life...
i want to make it as a good day by drinking..,,,bt after drinking also its the same old...fucking day....
anyway..my head is spinning...bt still my fingers in the key pad is so fast than any other day..I dond knw y......
first time I'm drinking becoz I;m bit low.....and tomrw I'm working too..
dond knw wats gonna happen over ther..
any way
really fucked up in McD...i hate my job sincerly...
and I'm on boozzzz now......this day tof the worst days in my london life...
i want to make it as a good day by drinking..,,,bt after drinking also its the same old...fucking day....
anyway..my head is spinning...bt still my fingers in the key pad is so fast than any other day..I dond knw y......
first time I'm drinking becoz I;m bit low.....and tomrw I'm working too..
dond knw wats gonna happen over ther..
any way
Friday, 31 July 2009
hmmm
long time......yes long time.....it doesnt mean tht nothng special.......everythng special.....happening....
sometimes.. no..most of the time I'm lazy .....
I came here in Jan 12 ...and on july 12.....I'm half an year old here in UK......yeah its been more than 190 days over here.....wat an experience.....mentally its tiring....its making the most out of u...squeezing..pushing...to an extent to live....
its been an entirely different living conditions compared to back home....
its all you ....and u are the only one who deciede which is ur way....and it must be feasible...and its hard...
when I tried to get an admission over here in UK .....basically it was a escape ...because I was depressed literaly.....
when i got the admission in Demontfort University , Leicester....I was bit relieved.....after getting the admission, on gettingg the offer letter....I informed my parents about my plan........They thought tht I was joking......
at tht point itself My mom literally shocked.....she never exected me to take a big decision lke this........to go for an overseas education....and my mom at the end gave me a half yes.....bt it was hard....
My father didnt sed anythng special as usual...so cool more than me...ha ha ha.....
after one week or somethng the result for the Airforce officer post published....and I got selected....I was amazed.....
now i have two option....big decision very small time to take tht step....
I was supposed to enrol on september 2008....and the SSB(selection) was on september-october...
The airforce officer post was very good......at the end I dropped the UK programme....
starte dpreparing fr the SSB....physically I was fine to get through....and I got a book to prepare fr the selection..i started well.....contacting different people from IAF tht I know.......
I gained confidence...tht I can get throgh....
I got the letter to report....and they have given the requirements.....and I noted about the age criteria.....and I missed tht for 2 mnths....
SO I called them. and talked them about my issue.....the officer told me tht U can take a chance....bt the probablity of taking me in is very less...he frankly said tht to me....
fucked up......I lost completely....
I lost both the option.......the only way tht I can refresh myself is friends and gym....I started traing very hard....two times a day.........stilll I was worried much about me on tht time.....
I trained very very hard to beat tht pain...of loosing...and it made me much harder...and softer......and more patient....after sometimes I decided to go fr the higher education......
from tht point evrythng was so fast.....in tht process I drained out...everythng was done by me.....yeah..my mother and father helped....bt the processwas so rigourous to get the statements , bank loan, and stuffs.......
and got the visa stamped on 10 th of jan and I came here on 12 th...
this is my story,,,,,and the story goes on....continuing......
and will be continuing fr a while....
I knw I have always gave my mother tension and worries about me.....only to mother....not to my father.....He's not bothered about worrying me...thats wat I thnk.....bt not really..he also have worry about me..bt he didnt showed tht .....
I'm not gonna say tht my parents are the worlds best parents.....
bt I knw one thng.....more thn me caring about them..they care about me.....
thts true fr evry parents...
sometimes I miss my mom's dishes which is not good..becoz almost everytme she miss somethng important....and tht imperfections are remarkable.....and I remember them always.....
MJ ...signing off
sometimes.. no..most of the time I'm lazy .....
I came here in Jan 12 ...and on july 12.....I'm half an year old here in UK......yeah its been more than 190 days over here.....wat an experience.....mentally its tiring....its making the most out of u...squeezing..pushing...to an extent to live....
its been an entirely different living conditions compared to back home....
its all you ....and u are the only one who deciede which is ur way....and it must be feasible...and its hard...
when I tried to get an admission over here in UK .....basically it was a escape ...because I was depressed literaly.....
when i got the admission in Demontfort University , Leicester....I was bit relieved.....after getting the admission, on gettingg the offer letter....I informed my parents about my plan........They thought tht I was joking......
at tht point itself My mom literally shocked.....she never exected me to take a big decision lke this........to go for an overseas education....and my mom at the end gave me a half yes.....bt it was hard....
My father didnt sed anythng special as usual...so cool more than me...ha ha ha.....
after one week or somethng the result for the Airforce officer post published....and I got selected....I was amazed.....
now i have two option....big decision very small time to take tht step....
I was supposed to enrol on september 2008....and the SSB(selection) was on september-october...
The airforce officer post was very good......at the end I dropped the UK programme....
starte dpreparing fr the SSB....physically I was fine to get through....and I got a book to prepare fr the selection..i started well.....contacting different people from IAF tht I know.......
I gained confidence...tht I can get throgh....
I got the letter to report....and they have given the requirements.....and I noted about the age criteria.....and I missed tht for 2 mnths....
SO I called them. and talked them about my issue.....the officer told me tht U can take a chance....bt the probablity of taking me in is very less...he frankly said tht to me....
fucked up......I lost completely....
I lost both the option.......the only way tht I can refresh myself is friends and gym....I started traing very hard....two times a day.........stilll I was worried much about me on tht time.....
I trained very very hard to beat tht pain...of loosing...and it made me much harder...and softer......and more patient....after sometimes I decided to go fr the higher education......
from tht point evrythng was so fast.....in tht process I drained out...everythng was done by me.....yeah..my mother and father helped....bt the processwas so rigourous to get the statements , bank loan, and stuffs.......
and got the visa stamped on 10 th of jan and I came here on 12 th...
this is my story,,,,,and the story goes on....continuing......
and will be continuing fr a while....
I knw I have always gave my mother tension and worries about me.....only to mother....not to my father.....He's not bothered about worrying me...thats wat I thnk.....bt not really..he also have worry about me..bt he didnt showed tht .....
I'm not gonna say tht my parents are the worlds best parents.....
bt I knw one thng.....more thn me caring about them..they care about me.....
thts true fr evry parents...
sometimes I miss my mom's dishes which is not good..becoz almost everytme she miss somethng important....and tht imperfections are remarkable.....and I remember them always.....
MJ ...signing off
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